October 2010
17 posts
“Nothing that happens to the boxer in the ring, including death -...”
– On Boxing, Joyce Carol Oates
“Men and women with no personal or class reason for feeling anger are inclined to...”
– On Boxing, Joyce Carol Oates
10.17.10
Tonight at the MINOR HONEYS rehearsal JVC asks me to release an image from the burning in my core and the image I release is handfuls of gray doves, handful after handful of gray doves, I try to be careful to follow them with my eyes.
Whenever I make a pilgrimage up the hill to learn from JVC and I stay with my parents. I am sick and it’s very frustrating to me. I’m no good at...
10.16.10
1. Experiencing the Knowing feelings for the first time in several months.
2. I blocked them out intentionally, I told you this, now I am letting them in intentionally, and I’ve told you that now, too.
3. Wu-Tang Clan and a button down.
4. I broke the promise to myself, that I’d leave this city once a month. Now I’m sick. What was I expecting. Breathing this air dense with...
“Emotion derives from motion or the lack of motion. [….] I think emotion is...”
– Alwin Nikolais, as interviewed by Elinor Rogosin, The Dance Makers
“I like to give images that allow the public to make their own associative...”
– Alwin Nikolais, as interviewed by Elinor Rogosin, The Dance Makers
“Just very broadly speaking, Martha [Graham] was more or less almost always more...”
– Ted Shawn, as interviewed by Elinor Rogosin, The Dance Makers And after reading this I said to myself, Doris was a Libra. Wikipedia says I am so right.
10.12.10
Yesterday C left for Korea + Japan again. Says the 7-11s there are real nice. Says he ate pieces of a live fish, all cut up lying on the bone and skewered through and still breathing. I asked for stories and C says he’ll be looking to get into some weirdness, wish him luck and I say good luck good luck good luck. A couple of nights before C left for Korea + Japan again, we broke into an...
o o o, & J Hallock recorded herself reading...
10.07.10
1. Important to note that the problem with facial recognition has only started in the past year or so. The window fascination corresponds.
2. Seems she’s moving again. I don’t mean the city I mean it seems she is stirring, again.
3. I know this cos someone brought her up. In conversation.
4. Someone was in my house and didn’t know.
5. A house is a potential death trap. A...
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10.05.10
I have not been on the Internet in a week. I’m feeling a little sick looking at it now. My paranoia is markedly better when I do not look at the Internet. Everything’s so monotone, here. I can read anything as anything. I have a lot of emails to reply to that are going to take a lot of time and thought. I like writing emails really I do. But I get anxious about saying the thing that...
