October 2011
23 posts
10.27.11
Not every swelling is disease and not every swelling is indicative of fecundity. The right foot swells with hormones. The abdomen swells with dysfunction. Someone has left a green lemon sliced open on the cutting board. Luis leaves for school in dark glasses. His bicycle crunches dead leaves and jujubes. Four planets in Scorpio: the channels are heightened: my body becomes a doorway for C to the...
“Tales of sorcerers’ apprentices emphasize that the wondrous powers of a...”
– Forbidden Rites: A Necromancer’s Manual of the Fifteenth Century, Richard Kieckhefer
10.25.11
the wounding of the interiority: divot of flesh from the 11 o’clock section:
10.23.11
there are some heavy metals that are trying to burst forth from the cellar. i imagine myself barefoot in fisherman’s pants and a shaved head. stylized dreams of severe female deities. my animus destroys my last tangible securities. for your own good, he says. the old familiar oral panic. cigarettes coffees croissants. the cat can tell, she pisses the bed because i won’t. even so,...
10.22.11
Mountain curves & Daddy’s car. When’s the last time you smoked for her pleasure. When’s the last time she was silent for her pleasure. I’ve got power issues, but this is not an intelligent operation. It’s all gut, it’s all serpent. What’s my problem? He says, I’m so glad you asked.
“Audience: When does the Piscean Age actually end and the Aquarian Age actually...”
– The Outer Planets & Their Cycles: The Astrology of the Collective, Liz Greene
10.19.11
the weight of a shadow over a face is nothing. it is not even a film, an oil. it is not even a breath. there is a difference between a dark thing and a thing that has been touched by darkness. people confuse these in me.
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If you want one, you better get one! Only have 10 of these left, tops. FINALLY updated the website, jeez, now you can just click n order. David G, do not worry, your copy is set aside, I am just looking for some more magic for yr package.
I feel like a temperamental bride. I want things in my new home to be just so, and also break down in tears and fits of rage and I know there’s something larger than the living going on here. Honestly, I just don’t feel right. Like I could scream and bite for the sake of having someone hear me through the cotton. I don’t want to get Plath about it, but. Dead air. They say...
10.11.11
The impossibility of being simultaneously honest and realistic.
10.10.11
People keep taking my cat.
I have never, ever had this problem before.
Lions and I have lived in so many different situations, so many different parts of the country.
This has never been an issue.
Every day, at least once a day, some one calls and asks if I’m missing my cat.
Tells me they’ve taken her home.
They thought she was lost.
It’s scaring me.
I’m crying a...
“When Uranus captures a person, it’s through an idea which takes possession...”
– The Outer Planets and Their Cycles: The Astrology of the Collective - Liz Greene
10.05.11
today was the first day the lindy felt like home. like my house. i go any where. i do nothing every where ever i go.
