01.06.12
the omens are pressing and unmistakeable but still i am arguing with logic: we talked about this, i said until april, give me until april. the first clue came early in november, when i placed the six of swords on a rapidly approaching month. the second clue was the return, and the plague of rats, and the descent into the darkness. now the multiple shifts in who is dominate; these i cannot accept. but on the other hand, time is functioning differently. function is the wrong word. function implies a relativity to something that is known. what is going on is another system altogether. it is not ‘faster,’ it is not ‘slower.’ time is now something else entirely. i can sense the mechanism of light at the core.
i cannot enjoy conflict unless there is a possibility of sex. people are dangerous and i want to sleep, and sleep, and sleep.
